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Dry Well

April 27, 2011

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I have to get out there and do some new things.  My well has run dry and I need some replenishment. I’ve had a low grade stress on me for a while now.  Actually, I guess there was a spike of stress when my mom was sick and when she died.  Somehow  you get through […]

I Did the Time Warp. Again!

April 20, 2011

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I was reliving the time of trauma that I mentioned in my previous post yet again, and it is beginning to hit me. Why do I keep going back there?  Reliving it, and thinking about how I wish it were, instead of how it was.  Like if I could just say or do the right […]

Nothing Lasts Like Trauma!

April 15, 2011

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I have my own personal power.  I take responsibility for my actions and stand by my convictions.  That is why it is so hard to admit it.  I am haunted by the time I was subjected to workplace bullying. There is a lot of denial around bullying, both on the part of the employer, who […]

Impasse

April 9, 2011

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Here I am, faced with change again.  I realize it is ridiculous to fear change, considering it is really the only constant in all of our lives. I was wallowing in my own pool of anxiety and guilt yesterday morning (as I often do) and I was thinking about how I have to get a […]

I’ll Be Back

April 4, 2011

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Yesterday, I went out to the cemetery where my mom is going to be buried.  What a beautiful spring day for it.  Sunny and warm (warm relative to winter) and just very pleasant. The cemetery is very small, like a quiet, tree filled oasis with a busy street running beside it. I quickly forgot about […]